So last night I was thinking about him and thinking what does he see me as? Does he like me like a friend or more than just a friend? I don’t want to tell him how I feel if I don’t think that he likes me that way.

Then today I got a message from him and he called me “sista”.

Well that was a disappointing revelation tbh. There’s no point in fooling myself by trying to believe that he’s overprotective because he might like me. In reality, he just sees me as his little sis…Like wtf was I thinking? Why the hell did I think that he could possibly like me when he was happily living his life before I showed up?

I really need to get over it and move on.

More importantly, I need to make some good changes in my life.


meeting someone with the same music taste is seriously the best thing ever